- Ryan Reynolds in "Definitely, Maybe"
- My camera
- The New Moon blanket
- Pictures to remind me that I am not crazy and that I do have amazing friends and that there really is something going on in my life
How do people survive this?
The crazy and the lonely and the waiting? I don't know how this works. I have never done this before, but I'm losing it.
Sure, I thought things had changed and happened before, but this is ridiculous. Again, I wonder if I am losing it.
I wrote a letter last night to a friend trying to say all the words I couldn't think of before. The words that he needed to hear and that I needed to say. I wonder sometimes why we're brought into the lives of other people, and even more so why sometimes you have a connection with someone that is deeper and crazier than you imagine possible. Why is it that sometimes you meet someone and you know they are something special and different? Maybe you don't know what role they will play in your life, and maybe you're just meant to be there to help them out...but you know they're something.
Something. That's a start.