Saturday, November 6, 2010

(Beautiful picture of trees that Cynthia took while we were in Ohio)

I'm looking at my life, Lord
and my clouded heart
and I think to myself,
they're just children
and I've known this from the start

And I think to myself,
am I better?
And I think to myself,
or I'm worse?

And is this ease a blessing?
Or is this ease a curse?

I won't deny the love I have
for discussing all these things,
for feeling like a grown-up,
and all these other things

But I worry about my motives
as I'm discussing your beautiful hair
Where am I going with this?
Why should you even care?

And I ask God lots of questions
and have more sleepless nights

And I wonder to myself
are you worth the fight?

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