Saturday, September 10, 2011
Passion, You Disarm Me
My problem is, and probably always will be, passion.
Passion that wants to change the world from the inside out. Passion that wants to share a life with someone else starting at this very moment. Passion that wants to feel deeply and run free. Passion that wants to hold the heart of another person tightly and lavish it with everything I can.
I am drawn to the passion of others. I find people most attractive when they are discussing what brings them the most joy. I love listening to my friend, Jay talk about music and recording. I love listening to my friend Amy talk about ministry and God. The same can be said of my friend Jake. With Jordan it is languages and computers and theology. With Nikky it has always been about art and love and movies and language. Sam undoes me when he sings or plays and talks music or people.
Each person, as Neil Gaiman once said, is full of their own secret worlds. They may seem quiet and subdued, but each one of us has something inside of us that makes us beautiful. We are all full of secrets and magic and light, but so few people will ever take the time to see that.
It's this secret inside the hearts of others that I find so beautiful. What draws me most to people is when I see glimmers of this.
I cannot help but feel a little overwhelmed when I hear someone sing and I can hear the words resonate deep inside them. It makes me ache and wish that I could find a way to see what make those words or that song mean what it does for them.