Showing posts with label summer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label summer. Show all posts
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Miles of Night
My heart spans the miles tonight
heat rises off the pavement
drinking in the humidity
I find myself missing
every hot Georgia day...
The crickets and locust join
in the chorus
singing songs of heat and long summer nights
the farm still overlooking the ponds and the trees
knowing Grandpa's farm breakfast lay in wait
Or the stars twinkling
pulling me towards
a summer love spent
kissing on my front porch
and watching the stars twinkle
Or maybe July nights spent
singing and laughing and falling in love
with each new friend
But the truth and time find me
in the space between
two fans, my heart, and you
The future is still a MadLib
I see you smiling as we begin
to fill in the blanks
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Today is the First Day of my (Summer) Life
Ah, Summer. You have returned to claim us again.
It is still warm, but not insanely hot like it has been for the past three days. Seems kinda hilarious actually that it was so painfully, recordbreakingly hot for the last three days of Spring, and now it has dropped about ten degrees. Not that I'm complaining. Oh now, this weather is delightful and can stay or even continue to drop as far as I am concerned. I'm better in cooler weather anyway.
But God's got this. The weather is delightful. The sunshine is making everything feel glorious and the breeze makes everything seem worthwhile. The flowers are blooming, my brothers are working on a variety of things like resumes and thank you notes, and I am contemplating life in general. I should probably be making a return phone call to the wonderful guy that called me earlier, but a friend of mine is supposed to be stopping by soon to show me a new project she has taken on and I want to make sure I am fully present. I want to make sure my friend gets my best when I talk to him too, so that phone call will probably have to wait till tomorrow as both our schedules look to be filled for the evening. At least that gives me something to look forward to (and be, for reasons I can't list, ridiculously nervous about..ha) for tomorrow.
Tomorrow will also hold yet another chiropractic appointment. Hopefully after it I will not find myself wanting to cry for several hours which is typically the case, but I will say this, each of those appointments has made me feel a little better and made me a little more cheerful.
I did actually finally hear back from Dar at the office. I emailed her yesterday to explain my situation after trying yet again to call the office and talk to her or Marc without success. She emailed me back right away. She really put my mind at ease. Dar told me to make sure that I listen to my doctor and not push myself. I am not to rush back to the office, but instead to make sure I am healing really well first. You gotta appreciate that. Now I just need to finish healing up and head back to work. I am planning to return to work Monday. Yes, this means I am down nearly two full weeks worth of pay, but if it keeps me from being in horrible pain because I am pushing myself too hard...I'll take it.
I also begin house-sitting tomorrow night. I may take Joel and/or Forrest with me tomorrow night just to be on the safe side, but we'll see. I may be doing fine on my own by tomorrow night. I hope so. I could use some time alone, as well as some time believing I am actually capable of taking care of myself again. Plus, I just taking care of this house for my friends. One of the best gigs you could ever have, and it gives me a little time to feel like an adult again.
Well, now I should probably sign off, but I shall leave you with a long overdue list.
Favorite Things of This Very Moment (4:58 pm CST):
It is still warm, but not insanely hot like it has been for the past three days. Seems kinda hilarious actually that it was so painfully, recordbreakingly hot for the last three days of Spring, and now it has dropped about ten degrees. Not that I'm complaining. Oh now, this weather is delightful and can stay or even continue to drop as far as I am concerned. I'm better in cooler weather anyway.
But God's got this. The weather is delightful. The sunshine is making everything feel glorious and the breeze makes everything seem worthwhile. The flowers are blooming, my brothers are working on a variety of things like resumes and thank you notes, and I am contemplating life in general. I should probably be making a return phone call to the wonderful guy that called me earlier, but a friend of mine is supposed to be stopping by soon to show me a new project she has taken on and I want to make sure I am fully present. I want to make sure my friend gets my best when I talk to him too, so that phone call will probably have to wait till tomorrow as both our schedules look to be filled for the evening. At least that gives me something to look forward to (and be, for reasons I can't list, ridiculously nervous about..ha) for tomorrow.
Tomorrow will also hold yet another chiropractic appointment. Hopefully after it I will not find myself wanting to cry for several hours which is typically the case, but I will say this, each of those appointments has made me feel a little better and made me a little more cheerful.
I did actually finally hear back from Dar at the office. I emailed her yesterday to explain my situation after trying yet again to call the office and talk to her or Marc without success. She emailed me back right away. She really put my mind at ease. Dar told me to make sure that I listen to my doctor and not push myself. I am not to rush back to the office, but instead to make sure I am healing really well first. You gotta appreciate that. Now I just need to finish healing up and head back to work. I am planning to return to work Monday. Yes, this means I am down nearly two full weeks worth of pay, but if it keeps me from being in horrible pain because I am pushing myself too hard...I'll take it.
I also begin house-sitting tomorrow night. I may take Joel and/or Forrest with me tomorrow night just to be on the safe side, but we'll see. I may be doing fine on my own by tomorrow night. I hope so. I could use some time alone, as well as some time believing I am actually capable of taking care of myself again. Plus, I just taking care of this house for my friends. One of the best gigs you could ever have, and it gives me a little time to feel like an adult again.
Well, now I should probably sign off, but I shall leave you with a long overdue list.
Favorite Things of This Very Moment (4:58 pm CST):
- Golden sunshine
- What's a Girl to Do? by Janet Folger
- Unsweetened ice tea
- "You Only Live Twice"
- Cinnamint Mentha Lip Shine (Nikky, I am so addicted to this stuff)
- The cooler temperatures
- Finally hearing from my office manager!
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Sunday, March 18, 2012
Sweet Summer (IN MARCH!)
Favorite Things of This Very Moment (or possibly today in general depending on how long this post takes me to write since I'm a little disconnected, but in a good way this time, although it makes it difficult to spell and keep track of my thoughts, 12:53 pm CST):
Spring officially starts with week, but it has felt like late June here for the past week. It's like God brought me a GA spring because he knew my heart was longing to be there. I know quite a few other Northern hearts that this sunshine and warmth has brought home too.
It has caused me to pull out summer loves in my music a bit earlier than usual, and I have enjoyed feeling the air rush through my hair as I drive with all my windows down soaking in the air and sun. I love it even more when I can do that at night. Last night I drove home on back roads just so I could be in the car with the windows down and the sweetness of the cool night air filling up my lungs. It was so gorgeous. I don't know how I forget what that feels like in the depths of winter, but I love reexperiencing the first love-like joy each year when I get to have my windows down for the first time. I hope I never lose that joy.
Honestly, I hope you're finding the weather wherever you are as beautiful as it is here. If you're like me, you'll be wanting to find yourself thoroughly enjoy the sunshine and warmth as much as possible. Sit in the sunshine, open up all the widows, sing at the top of your lungs and break out the flip-flops. It's going to be a long and luck-filled summer (and the good kind of luck, I believe it).
With love,
J
- Emails from the Amazing Amy (Oh how I miss you!)
- Huge cups of unsweetened ice tea
- Knowing there will be fresh sun tea to look forward to at home when I'm done here at work
- Basket Beginnings
- Pulling out Dashboard's Dusk & Summer album so I can play it at work (still my summer cd!)
- Sunshine, glorious, glorious gold sunshine that makes everything feel of hope and summer and causes even the breeze itself to feel like gold brushing your skin
- Hope, hope, hope
- Memories of all the laughter of last night's Alfano's dinner with Hilary and all the great people that came to see her while she was home
- The incredibly bright peach/pink shirt I bought myself yesterday
- Getting to wear flip-flops in MARCH in ILLINOIS!!!!
Spring officially starts with week, but it has felt like late June here for the past week. It's like God brought me a GA spring because he knew my heart was longing to be there. I know quite a few other Northern hearts that this sunshine and warmth has brought home too.
It has caused me to pull out summer loves in my music a bit earlier than usual, and I have enjoyed feeling the air rush through my hair as I drive with all my windows down soaking in the air and sun. I love it even more when I can do that at night. Last night I drove home on back roads just so I could be in the car with the windows down and the sweetness of the cool night air filling up my lungs. It was so gorgeous. I don't know how I forget what that feels like in the depths of winter, but I love reexperiencing the first love-like joy each year when I get to have my windows down for the first time. I hope I never lose that joy.
Honestly, I hope you're finding the weather wherever you are as beautiful as it is here. If you're like me, you'll be wanting to find yourself thoroughly enjoy the sunshine and warmth as much as possible. Sit in the sunshine, open up all the widows, sing at the top of your lungs and break out the flip-flops. It's going to be a long and luck-filled summer (and the good kind of luck, I believe it).
With love,
J
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