(The above picture is from Refuge this year. Mostly I want to use that as a reference point for what I currently look like.)
(Two different versions of the character Black Widow. What I'd like to be.)Favorite things of this very moment (12:48 am EST):
- Discussions with Jordan via Skype that give me a little more hope
- Trying to come up with a comic heroine that I wouldn't mind dressing up as for Dragoncon next year
- The sound of bike bells
- The iPod & the Kev-bot
I make no promises, but Jordan seems to believe I am capable of rebuilding myself. I want to look like Black Widow. If I decide to dress up and go to Dragoncon next year, I want to look like that. I want to be able to dress up as Black Widow.
On top of which, I will be in a wedding in the next year or so. I'd like to look good in a dress when I'm called upon to do so. I want to develop some faith in myself. How does one go about doing that? Jordan claims I have the discipline necessary to change what I'm doing and make myself healthier. I'm glad he has this faith in me.