tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6427721078593566635.post3102029469680689001..comments2023-06-01T08:10:40.246-04:00Comments on Sketches of a Patchwork Soul: NightmareJayminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00540144420557074577noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6427721078593566635.post-36142228666234898472007-10-21T23:42:00.000-04:002007-10-21T23:42:00.000-04:00Hey. That is an awful dream. Im not quite sure wha...Hey. That is an awful dream. Im not quite sure what to make of it. I cant ever decide whether I take too much meaning from dreams or not enough. They're tricky I think.<BR/>I had one kinda like that..I mean, in the awful sense, last night. Well, you see, it was at North Hills, and Dustin asked me to marry him--and--I said yes in my dream and kept telling myself that I loved him, but everytime I thought about it or looked at him, it just felt wrong and wierd. Well, time moved fast in my dream, and I was rushing around getting ready for the wedding that was at north hills, which is not what I want, I kept saying--no this is fine, I love him, this wedding is fine--but it didnt feel right, and nothing about it was what I wanted. So Im all dressed and everything is set, and Im walking down the isle toward him, feeling like Im going to vomit...then all of a sudden all these other brides showed up--these gorgeous, thin blondes--all walking ahead of me down the isle...no one else seemed to notice or think it was odd. So, I let them all walk up, and I sat down in one of the chairs by the isle. And who was sitting next to me when I looked over? Graysen. I told him that this didnt feel right. That I didnt love Dustin, that I wanted to get married on the beach...nothing about it felt right. And he smiled and grabbed my hand and said, well, lets leave then. Lets go somewhere else. Then I woke up.<BR/><BR/>Yeah. I have no idea where that one came from.<BR/><BR/>Im sorry about new friend jenny. I know how you feel on that one.<BR/><BR/>I will call you soon. My lisp is improving slightly. :)Nikkyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13283183812929673759noreply@blogger.com